May 2013
2 posts
It has been long since i last post anything on tumblr. Exams had come to an end, including end of my first year. Over this year, i realised how cruel reality is. Things get skeptical, which includes me. Sometimes i really don’t want to be so. However, it seemed like i cannot stop myself from being cynical with certain content. I realised how ugly the world has become somehow. With people...
March 2013
1 post
Suddenly, all the stress begins to accumulate. Gosh, so many things to do at one go. And i realised some dude simply despise me somehow. Seriously, look at the fairness of distribution in parts. i have the shortest part. not that im keen in presenting or what, but we have to be far shouldn’t we. you egoistic faggot don’t even give people a choice to decide what we want to present. What...
January 2013
10 posts
How awkward when you have the same Prof. for the module u will be retaking! hahha!!
Today is one of the most blissful day i ever had. Spent the day with dear. It might be short but meaningful. I got to send him back camp in tekkong! :) love you:)
We shared so much that i feel so assured with you around. Thanks dear:)
In less than 2 months i do not have to share u with NS!haha!:)
It a new year and new beginning! Managed to start off the year with all my loved ones! my best friends and my lover together! two separate parties but double the happiness. Sometimes, i am so glad to have them in my life. Even we, best friends, don’t always stay in contact every single second of our life, but when we need each other, we will be there. This is merely enough for everything.
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December 2012
12 posts
i am an idiot that is too dumb to be me. sigh!
I dunno why am i so unlucky and horrible with stupid biz com…omg:( feel so damn stupid and dumb! im like the worst idiot! damn it! dunno why i keep playing since university! must exert some stress and force myself…haiz..what a cap..sucks is me..
It is the seaon of greetings! Merry Xmas! whoosh! this is one of my favourite festival because i get to eat log cake. Seriously, university is training me up for all sort of unhealthy habits. I must go swim and run soon. (nv come true)
Have been thinking about all sort of weird things that had happened. Suddenly so pessimistic. I guessed there is a tinge of fear lingering around. As more people...
Omg i really feel like getting a polaroid for real yet i am afraid that i will be wasting money again. It is so annoying to be stripped from cash all all these stuffs. Is it because i have been wanting to many stuffs? Gosh! i am scared that i actually like to buy stuffs as forms of self rewarding. Thinking of that, i still need to spend some money on other stufss.. haha! Gosh~~ this is never...
We are two! :DD super happy! it has been a very long time and i am glad for all these time:) i wan so many so many two together:) Had a super awesome fine dining and happy totally!!!! too blissful that i cant describe:) Together with end of exams:) life is all great again after a scary experience in hospital:)
October 2012
18 posts
I start to feel the real stress in uni! with all the deadlines and endless self study, i don’t seem to be able to finish them on time. Panda eyes re back again. This is so horrifying. Still, i have to do it. What a fast pace! This is definitely no way easier than A levels!
On the bright tone, i am still happy with the people who are standing by me. No matter how long i never talk to them,...
Seems like we are back in honeymoon stage:) feel so light hearten nowadays. Gosh, my dear, love you soon much:)
Aww..feeling so loved and loving:)) Big thanks to my dearest~ whee :)
Gonna be a crazy week..i hope i survive well enough!:)
Awesome swim with dear. First time i am more enthusiastic in swimming than he is! It is always nice to have him with me during weekdays. It is like one of the super rare occasion:)
Ate super yummy lunch. So much of exercising when i ate too full! gosh! bulging tummy!<3
school tomorrow. can feel how close finals are. blessed:)
September 2012
12 posts
Hope to hold your hands and walk forever. Rather, to be held.
All the accumulation from every incident, i being to wonder who are we heading to. Things seemed to include more and more people around us. Somehow, i realized im the root cause of so many incidents that i don’t to think anymore. There is some clashes here and there as we go by. i really hope it will be resolved rather than escalated to all other situations.
Stress from work and report...
Finally celebrated dear’s 20th! So happy that he enjoyed himself. I was super worried that he will not like it:) But seeing him so happy i feel so glad:)
This is the first time we took so many crazy pictures at a go. All sort of funny pictures. Rlly love them! <3
Wondering if we have come to the stage when more people is getting involved in our relationship. haha! just a thought.
Just...
I can’t believe that i feel so stress whenever i need to speak up nowadays. It seems like you are being judge to every inch of you skin. Kinda of stressful. And sometimes, you must know how not to use those word you would use for casual talking like even fierce. I damn scared i offend people for like let’s say it become a personal attack. I have a fierce face too but i dun mind people...
