It has been long since i last post anything on tumblr. Exams had come to an end, including end of my first year. Over this year, i realised how cruel reality is. Things get skeptical, which includes me. Sometimes i really don’t want to be so. However, it seemed like i cannot stop myself from being cynical with certain content. I realised how ugly the world has become somehow. With people getting more and more practical. It makes me wanna to get more involved in social work or activities. Really got an urge to really contribute to the world to make it how i used to thought it was.
Certain things about me have changed. Being really skeptical is one of them. I really should change this back and revert to how was i. I really don’t like the look on you when i comment on something that i feel very strong about it. Somehow, i realised the words i used are always too strong.
Since i have ended my exams, maybe it is time to really think through my behavior make an improvement. perhaps perhaps.
Once said we are going forward, but this year, i feel the opposite. Things are brewing underneath. Neither do you nor i can expect what it will be. I think we got too used to each other, which is a plus and minus. I think i am getting more and more imperfect and same goes to you. Maybe, that is what happen when you are too attached to a person.
Being overly strong headed me and an emotional you is just going an opposite way. This time round i sort of being reflective of myself. Gcall me guilty conscious or what. But i am guilty for some shift in myself.
Time to enjoy free time:)