veganrecipecollection: (via dark chocolate superfood bark)
It has been long since i last post anything on tumblr. Exams had come to an end, including end of my first year. Over this year, i realised how cruel reality is. Things get skeptical, which includes me. Sometimes i really don’t want to be so. However, it seemed like i cannot stop myself from being cynical with certain content. I realised how ugly the world has become somehow. With people getting more and more practical. It makes me wanna to get more involved in social work or activities. Really got an urge to really contribute to the world to make it how i used to thought it was.  Certain things about me have changed. Being really skeptical is one of them. I really should change this back and revert to how was i. I really don’t like the look on you when i comment on something that i feel very strong about it. Somehow, i realised the words i used are always too strong. Since i have ended my exams, maybe it is time to really think through my behavior make an improvement. perhaps perhaps. Once said we are going forward, but this year, i feel the opposite. Things are brewing underneath. Neither do you nor i can expect what it will be. I think we got too used to each other, which is a plus and minus. I think i am getting more and more imperfect and same goes to you. Maybe, that is what happen when you are too attached to a person.  Being overly strong headed me and an emotional you is just going an opposite way. This time round i sort of being reflective of myself. Gcall me guilty conscious or what. But i am guilty for some shift in myself. Time to enjoy free time:)

It has been long since i last post anything on tumblr. Exams had come to an end, including end of my first year. Over this year, i realised how cruel reality is. Things get skeptical, which includes me. Sometimes i really don’t want to be so. However, it seemed like i cannot stop myself from being cynical with certain content. I realised how ugly the world has become somehow. With people getting more and more practical. It makes me wanna to get more involved in social work or activities. Really got an urge to really contribute to the world to make it how i used to thought it was. 

Certain things about me have changed. Being really skeptical is one of them. I really should change this back and revert to how was i. I really don’t like the look on you when i comment on something that i feel very strong about it. Somehow, i realised the words i used are always too strong.

Since i have ended my exams, maybe it is time to really think through my behavior make an improvement. perhaps perhaps.

Once said we are going forward, but this year, i feel the opposite. Things are brewing underneath. Neither do you nor i can expect what it will be. I think we got too used to each other, which is a plus and minus. I think i am getting more and more imperfect and same goes to you. Maybe, that is what happen when you are too attached to a person. 

Being overly strong headed me and an emotional you is just going an opposite way. This time round i sort of being reflective of myself. Gcall me guilty conscious or what. But i am guilty for some shift in myself.

Time to enjoy free time:)

Suddenly, all the stress begins to accumulate. Gosh, so many things to do at one go. And i realised some dude simply despise me somehow. Seriously, look at the fairness of distribution in parts. i have the shortest part. not that im keen in presenting or what, but we have to be far shouldn’t we. you egoistic faggot don’t even give people a choice to decide what we want to present. What makes you think we like what u did. This is a democratic society, u dude. i really wonder how she stands you. Gosh! Faint to the max. i realised how much i detest working with such people. one is full of himself, the other only know how to push blame. Seriously, what have the world becomes.

Suddenly, all the stress begins to accumulate. Gosh, so many things to do at one go. And i realised some dude simply despise me somehow. Seriously, look at the fairness of distribution in parts. i have the shortest part. not that im keen in presenting or what, but we have to be far shouldn’t we. you egoistic faggot don’t even give people a choice to decide what we want to present. What makes you think we like what u did. This is a democratic society, u dude. i really wonder how she stands you. Gosh! Faint to the max. i realised how much i detest working with such people. one is full of himself, the other only know how to push blame. Seriously, what have the world becomes.

How awkward when you have the same Prof. for the module u will be retaking! hahha!! Today is one of the most blissful day i ever had. Spent the day with dear. It might be short but meaningful. I got to send him back camp in tekkong! :) love you:) We shared so much that i feel so assured with you around. Thanks dear:) In less than 2 months i do not have to share u with NS!haha!:)

How awkward when you have the same Prof. for the module u will be retaking! hahha!!

Today is one of the most blissful day i ever had. Spent the day with dear. It might be short but meaningful. I got to send him back camp in tekkong! :) love you:)

We shared so much that i feel so assured with you around. Thanks dear:)

In less than 2 months i do not have to share u with NS!haha!:)

It a new year and new beginning! Managed to start off the year with all my loved ones! my best friends and my lover together! two separate parties but double the happiness. Sometimes, i am so glad to have them in my life. Even we, best friends, don’t always stay in contact every single second of our life, but when we need each other, we will be there. This is merely enough for everything.  Things ain’t going smoothly over 2012. Failed and tripped over in alot of things. The worst experience is falling so ill that i was sent to hospital. The moment inside is really filled with fear and uncertainty.  Other than those happened in my life, i think i am too lazy and slack. I am thinking things lightly from school should it be. Looking at my results, i don’t think i am doing any well. Its just average. Falling sick might be an excuse to explain my performance. However, all these are cumulative. I must keep pushing myself. Plus i have 3 sectionals next semester. Things have been harder. Feeling the hot and cold as the years go by. Maybe this is how it should really be. Things are not hot forever. Perhaps, when it cools down, it will be better the next time when it warm up. I always think about the worst that would ever happen when the new phase of us begins. When we both starts school what will it be again. BLEH~  Optimistic i shall be. 

It a new year and new beginning! Managed to start off the year with all my loved ones! my best friends and my lover together! two separate parties but double the happiness. Sometimes, i am so glad to have them in my life. Even we, best friends, don’t always stay in contact every single second of our life, but when we need each other, we will be there. This is merely enough for everything. 

Things ain’t going smoothly over 2012. Failed and tripped over in alot of things. The worst experience is falling so ill that i was sent to hospital. The moment inside is really filled with fear and uncertainty. 

Other than those happened in my life, i think i am too lazy and slack. I am thinking things lightly from school should it be. Looking at my results, i don’t think i am doing any well. Its just average. Falling sick might be an excuse to explain my performance. However, all these are cumulative. I must keep pushing myself. Plus i have 3 sectionals next semester. Things have been harder.

Feeling the hot and cold as the years go by. Maybe this is how it should really be. Things are not hot forever. Perhaps, when it cools down, it will be better the next time when it warm up. I always think about the worst that would ever happen when the new phase of us begins. When we both starts school what will it be again. BLEH~ 

Optimistic i shall be. 

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